i wanna die now
tell me how
i am gonna miss this world
without saying any word
and telling me nonsense
that living has sense
be there for others
fulfill wishes of fathers
hang out with friends
but i am sick of this
your big lies
even the little flies
are living shortly
i just wanna be alone
for rest of my life
have no wife
and no child
just live wild
have no limits
listen to different spirits
and die young
my first english poem